Bud Light salute - Sorority girls:
In your pointed-stilettos, you understand that having blisters and cramped pinky toes is a small price to pay for the approval of your peers. Sure, your Vera Bradley bag and oversized pearls may appear to have been stolen from your grandmother, but we rest assured that your Daddy bought them for you fair and square. And yes, you may be snobby to every guy that approaches you, but we know that you're only doing them a favor by helping them understand that they are in fact gay.
*So crack open an ice-cold Bud Light, Sorority Girl, because everyone knows that behind your dyed blonde hair and falsely tanned skin there sits a real person in the driver seat of that Lexus SUV, and that real person...is a pale brunette.
..dont you love stereotypes?

though it is funny and fits me.. minus the lexus.. make it a beamer.

current mood: happy

I got a goose lesson from my dad.. Over these pictures.. MY BAD!!!!

Hamburg48: A. Looks like fun!, B. Ice cream... "fat city... guess I'll go get some!", C. Large white geese are actually "snow geese" they generally migrate through the central part of the US and are really not seen here as much... They are a cousin to the Canadian geese but have a tendency to be a little smaller than the Canadian goose..

Hamburg48: They can be mean!!
luxury CCM: heck yesss!
Hamburg48: http://www.naturephotographers.net/ns0402-1.html
luxury CCM: hahah
Hamburg48: http://www.birds.cornell.edu/programs/AllAboutBirds/BirdGuide/Snow_Goose_dtl.html
luxury CCM: hahah awesome!!!
Hamburg48:     * Snow Goose hunting in the eastern United States was stopped in 1916 because of low population levels. Hunting was allowed again in 1975 after populations had increased. Populations have been growing so large that the geese are destroying nesting habitat. Hunting has not slowed the dramatic increases in population size.

    * One nest was found to be attended by two female Snow Geese, but no male. Each female had been inseminated by a different male and both incubated the eggs.

    * The dark color of the blue morph Snow Goose is controlled by a single gene, with dark being partially dominant over white. If a pure dark goose mates with a white goose, the offspring will all be dark (possibly with white bellies). If two white geese mate, they have only white offspring. If two dark geese mate, they will have mostly dark offspring, but might have a few white ones too.

    * Parents stay with their young through the first winter. Families travel together on both the southbound and northbound migrations, separating only after they return to the arctic breeding grounds. Family groups can easily be seen in migrating and wintering flocks.
luxury CCM: lol
Hamburg48: Need any more facts??
luxury CCM: hahah nooo thats good ;-)!
Hamburg48: http://www.birds.cornell.edu/programs/AllAboutBirds/BirdGuide/Snow_Goose.html#sound 

current mood: calm

First night out since I've been back.. Carried a girl home. She passed out immediately in bed. I cleaned up all the things she knocked over and straightened up her desk and put up an away. Then her suitemate or whatever came in and told me to leave? She was drunk too I wasn't going to but she was a wench.. Shes in my athletic training class.. I was like "I got her back here so she'll just sleep it off.." she's like "Yeah that's nice. You can leave now. I've know her for two years. You shouldn't worry or anything. It is college."  People are so ungrateful. That fugly slut can fuck herself for all I care. Bitch. Signed myself out and saw more drunk people screaming my name? I didn't know them. It was a good time otherwise... Didn't get to bed until umm 4am... Drunk dialers and all that good stuff.  I bugged Dan late.. I don't know if he was mad about that, but whatever. I'm his cousin he can listen to me bitch if I want him too. I care too much, that's my problem.. It always will be. I woke up real early cuz Juls has class today (yes a Saturday, poor girl) from 9-1.. I got up with her... The hail was so fucking loud anyway, it's not like I could have slept if I had cared too.

"Never lie, cheat, steal, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must cheat, cheat death. If you must steal, steal someone's heart, and if you must drink, drink to the moments worth remembering."

current mood: aggravated

April. By far the most dreaded month of the year. I don't know how I will handle up here... I'm too busy to head home, but that may be good. I hope Matty visits. He always helps. I love you Jamesy, thanks for listening.

current mood: guilty

it's sad when people don't know that i'm gone.. drove to fentonville? yesterday.. whatever.. it was scary and lonely and took awhile.. it wasn't nearly enough time to think about everything.. i knew if i kept driving though, that i wouldn't come back here.

"sometimes i wish i could push the rewind button...
or just be able to fastforward... to a point where i could know that it was all worth it." -kaiter

have a good day everybody.
i miss you, you stupid shit.

current mood: blank

well.. a good break overall.. i have so much to think about. i miss my western new yorkers, and western new york itself though.. but i know tomorrow i'm going to be more then weepy about heading back.

i spent a lot of time at the hanfords.. hung out with dan mostly.. i still miss matty though, i feel like we didn't really chill.. i mean we did, but i don't know.  i miss him. i miss the summer.

blah.

HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY (sorry i didn't get to it yesterday)

btw: you're one thing i won't miss here.

current mood: gloomy

i am officially frusterated to every possible extent. the good thing is this whole summer we're re-doing the house and getting it ready to sell.. well, we already started doing that but we're finishing it up.  i'm looking forward to that just because of the move.

i don't know how leaving tuesday is gunna fly.. i just don't think it's going to be a happy ride back, at least i have juls who will feel the same.. coming with me.. i've been looking at a lot of other options.... we'll see what's up in june.

yesterday was okay.. the whole point of me going to the mall was to get new sneakers but that didnt work out... whiney mcgee, lo, and dan came with.. dan got a lot of stuff but not me..  joe's sucha friggen whiner.  jeesh, we didn't spend much time there.. then we went back and hung out with matty, matt, joe, dan at the house.. that kind of was okay.. then dan and i brought Lo home and i went back to chill again.. the highlight of that time period was going to Kohls with Matty and Matt lol.  sad. i know.  then dinner with the family there, and watched TV until i left.  wow, what a friggen loser. i love my exciting days...   im going to get new sneakers soon. i have to.  i remember when we went to boston and everybody made fun of me because nobody knew me well enough to know that everytime i get new shoes i have to sleep in them. haha and i got two pairs there! ah jeez.

welp, this entry was boring as hell. i guess ill go now.

current mood: cranky

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"We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again"
Too bad friendships diminished so quickly.

My parents have officially decided to move after my sisters wedding.. I'm not saying next town over, but Virginia or the likelihood, North Carolina.  Less than two years. Finally, getting out.. Living in a much nicer area/house like we should. I'll stay here I think.. I don't know we'll see.. Not here, here.. But NY as a second residence on my own... Hopefully with Matty or something, maybe an apartment, depending on where we both are in a few years... I need him nearby I think, he's twin brother-ish.. Just not twins, and italian... Hahah. I love my cousin. Dan too.

So tired of it all..... I need to work out and spend some time at the rink tomorrow after tanning.. I wanted to go to the crunch game too with the boys but I may end up just hanging with Dan and Lo... Hopefully Joe will stay back to hang out too but we'll see! He has a soccer game so who knows. 

Michelle from 207 just IMed me.. I'm so surprised, happy! But surprised =O)

Going to Boston again this summer.. Who's in?

Sleep now after I give myself a pedicure and watch a movie...
Tomorrow: workout, tan, workout/skate, shop AGAIN, Hanfords... Catch my cell kids.

current mood: discontent